I’m in the worse possible way the worst possible way. I can’t function. Can’t think. I’m broken as all can be. This writing is difficult but let’s try to get 300 words. Use it or lose it right?

I am apt to write only about my condition. It’s hard not getting enough sleep. Weird things start to happen to mind and body. I’m so scared for the future. I’m a broken record. Just saying and thinking the same things. Must find new hobby. Concentration is shot.

I don’t think I’ll be able to return to the workforce any time soon. I just want to move to a more burden free facility. My caretakers don’t deserve this. I’m restless, irratable and just scared that this is the rest of my life.